you know how you always have a picture of your future , i mean at least your really close future, .. like u know you’ve gotta book to read, gotta do your laundry this weekend, u’ll see ur friends one of these days … it’s always this–at least– unlcear idea, of what’s gonna happen, and whachu gonna do in next couple hours/days/week/months/years …

Each person, has this calendar in his mind, and there’s random shit written in each random day/month/year …. , stuff like .. erm … i dunno .. like weeks ago, there was “exams”, “finishing highschool/graduating” , “doing the ielts test” and all in my imaginary calender.

it has never happened to me before this, but for the first time, it’s all blank. like i’ve no idea what the hell’s gonna happen to me after Monday. No Clue at All ! .. i dunno what’s the reason .. probably i’m gonna die on Monday or something ! .. haha ! :q … but seriously, i’m not certain about anything after Monday. well … except that i’m sure i’m not gonna see Ayesha anymore, but besides that, it’s all blank pages .